Tried to sleep last night with these drying eyes and confounded thoughts about you.
Didn't want to.
'Cause what good is a sorry man with a lack of plans and a love unwilling who just lies awake.
I keep on thinking of the good days. We were in a good place. Talking to you always.
It's too bad times have changed and rearranged your life to leave me with no room so,
Whats left to do, but watch your interest vacate? So I let you wander away.
I understand we'd never heal our wounds until I let you get better too.
Maybe I didn't try hard enough. Maybe I didn't think I had to.
Settled in for another four years. You hung around so long.
What I can't imagine getting through is a hit to my pride, now busted, from the one that I mistrusted.
Don't look me up. I've got greasy hair and bloodshot eyes.
A truly tragic sight of desperation.
After all, I tried to sleep last night with these drying eyes and confounded thoughts about you.
Didn't want to.
Whats left to do but watch your presence vacate? Did I make you wander away?
I can't accept the fact that you felt trapped and felt someone new should care for you.
credits
from A Sense of Awareness,
released November 30, 2018
Recorded and produced by George Yurchak at Five Minute Major Studio
Mixed and mastered by Andrew Yuro
Album Artwork by Chris Ventura
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