If running away is your only escape,
I suggest you bring a sense of awareness to help keep yourself centered
And I'd apologize for every time you left me high and dry
But that's not how its gonna be anymore
And you can tell me all about how I'm dead weight
Like I'm a sandbag on your chest
I know what its like to be so bitter,
Saying anything just to feel better
So, don't write me off just yet.
I can see your face in every word that I spit.
You can tell yourself that everything's alright
But I know better than to fight back
I'll use this as respite
I'll keep my promise, and keep my distance
And you'll pretend that you're happy
Keep your facade with weak design flaws
'Cause one day you're bound to fall
And now we're right back at the start again
It's funny how your morals keep on changing
while mine tend to stay the same.
But that's the way its always been right?
A constant back-and-forth until everything's been resolved, but not quite.
The balance has shifted, we're drifting away.
I gave it all I got,
But it never enough
No, its never enough for you
I gave it all I got,
But it never enough
No, its never enough, no.
credits
from A Sense of Awareness,
released November 30, 2018
Recorded and produced by George Yurchak at Five Minute Major Studio
Mixed and mastered by Andrew Yuro
Album Artwork by Chris Ventura
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